i'm still not quite sure how often i want to do blog entries, but i'll try to do one every 1-2 months if possible. anywaaaay, hi hi hello :3 i haven't been up to much honestly. i've been pretty low energy but i am trying to get back into playing games and stuff like that. possibly drawing more as well. if i do any doodles i like i'll be sure to post them here!

one of the games i am getting into even though it's still early access is atlyss. i haven't played an mmo in yeaaars and i thought the character designs were cute. i've mostly been playing with my sis & hubby but maybe soon i'll try playing in public servers.. >_< it's a little intimidating. my character is a mystic and i'm focusing more on defensive playstyles. i tend to gravitate towards playstyles like that fsr, been like that since i was a kid. i remember in all the mmo's i played back then i was healer/tank x3

the holidays were fine here, but man this new year is starting off with a kick to the nuts, not just for me but everyone it seems u__u here's praying everyone stays safe, and i wish you all the best.

welcome to my first ever blog entry! i've been having so much fun messing with my neocities. it doesn't function the best and is held together with tape and a prayer, but i'm enjoying myself! i dont really have any concrete plans on what im going to use this for; but some ideas ive been toying with have been life updates, things i find neat, and my transitioning progress.

as i currently write this i am 9 months on testosterone. a little late on keeping a diary of all the progress but its whatevs. the changes have been wild. voice is deepening, v slowly, its a little cringe because sometimes when i get worked up and im talking loudly my voice will crack and ill sound like a teenage boy; at my age of 29! >_> the body hair hasnt rly gone too crazy yet; i have a small stache, and my eyebrows are becoming more powerful. im noticing the start of hair growing around my jawline and chin. and a lot of my body hair is darkening majorly. on a more exciting note: my periods have finally stopped! feels like it took forever compared to everyone else. but its really exciting to see my body go through these little itty bitty tiny changes daily; and im honestly thrilled to see what the future holds.

the holidays are currently happening huh? i just realized. i hope everyone has a good one & stays safe!